I’ve been gone from here awhile now, but thats okay, just been working and goin’ to school. all i have to say is,
Being alone, is really lonely.
Bleh. I’m saying this cause, is life really just work, school, and no play? It hasn’t been the greatest month.
and the worst part is, before it gets any better, we’re heading for a cliff. and in the free fall i will realize, i’m better off when i hit the bottom.
WARNING: this is a boring post.
work and school. lots of shit due. boy oh boy, these people suck, I wish I could like them, but how can I compete with those other guys..for example false she likes bad boys. Come on! then what about feltpen I wish i could tell her how awesome she was but then I can’t even get through to her. then we have seattle the newcomer. i don’t want to explain lol.
ANYWAY. im going into hardcore debt. lol. too many clothes. goodbye xbox.
something wonderful
Literally nothing has been going on. well not literally. but just nothing exciting. so school and work are the same, stressful. one thing to note is I’ve been talking to Janelle’s friend, Jackie. She’s pretty cool, has the same music taste as me and stuff. And then what the hell is John talking about “feltmen like you fool” makes me *lol* actually. But it’s not like I haven’t thought of it before. Cool story john.
all the other kids, with their pumped up kicks.
beast mode-ing all over work right now. but my school life is taking some hard hits sadly. essay and test tomorrow..are you fucking kidding me? whatever. playlist at work is sad there’s like 3 songs in a row that are depressing..are you fucking kidding me? mood: tired and stressed. whatever.
at this moment
work work work. besides sunday. went to gameworks. and ate raising cane’s with kenneth and my sister. monday, the false ghost is returning. i can never escape from the past. or at least my past. but i’m looking forward to the day they all go away.
this territory is, uncharted.
p.s. i hat you crazy depressed pyschobitch.
Wednesday was a lazy day. Did nothing but play pokemon. I’m getting pretty beast mode at it. Thursday was a fatass jersday. now that is what’s up! :) ate all day watch all day play all day…but then I had work but it was just a training day. Well I watched the season finale of jersey shore. Ronnie and Sammi..man they are fucking wack. Though it really reminded me off myself sort of. Pretty fucking lame lol. Watching the season end is pretty sad also lol.
feeling pretty empty at the moment. like I am out of fuel. It’s probably the sickness talking. still though I wish I had more energy, and by energy I mean courage and by courage I mean guts to talk to that one girl. blarg.
notice mee!! hahah :P
edit: 7:57am Friday morning. crazy depressed pyschobitch is following you on twitter. she sends shivers down my spine.
Didn’t do a lot today. Just relax a bit and work. But I did buy Pokemon: White. I think it’s going to be the bomb fa sho. Not feeling much just only wishing for things to happen. And by happen I mean I wish I could converse with her. oh well. seems like the only way to catch her eye is to perform at relay. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?! blargasfdjk!
finishing up robotech: macross. its pretty legit.
this place is uncharted.
